Graduation Day

So, after 3 years in High school. I am finally graduated. I am not a high school student anymore. it is time for me to go to university. I am still looking for the right  university but I have chosen to be psychologist. I fit in it I think. Well, that day, I did makeup for myself. I am gonna miss my high school friends.

High School, Senior Class

Grace came home after a year in Francr. 

Nana's Birthday party at Hyatt Hotel

Yearbook Photo Session: Arabian

Here I Go Again

Hai, first post in 2014 and years before! So I will start with writing about my last year.
2013, it wasn't bad though it wasn't good enough. Well said, I wasn't longer with Greg anymore. After we decided to get back together, 6 months later he broke me up (June, 1st). Then 3 months after breaking up with me, he already got a new girl. Still sad but I carry on.    
People came and went. Feelings changed and faded away. Sadly, I lost my best boy friend. Suddenly, he deleted my contact on bbm, unfollowed me on instagram and twitter. I didn't even know why he did something strange like that. Though he was the one who stayed with me for listening after I got broken. Strange, wasn't it? And I don't talk to him anymore till this time.
Ehm, what more? I am loving makeups now!!! I don't know why but I get so curious about its techniques. And I still draw and paint, read comics and oh yeah, novels. And I am interested in fashion lately. All seems good and cute.
2013, I haven't met someone new. But I ever went out with someone. I thought he could replace Greg in my life. But because some reasons, he went. Honestly I didn't know what the reason was.
That's all I got. My first post on 2014 makes me so excited

Not FIT

So it's been two weeks since my second breaking up. Gosh, second breaking up. So we had worst communication ever. We didn't talk to each other. But I held on.

Then, first of July, I started talking to him. And he did't response well. I got tired and then he broke me up. And I gave up. I don't wanna be stuck with him anymore cause I wasn't longer happy anymore.

So we were not fit, we were not right. I don't know what the fuck he was thinking about it. 

And well, I moved on, still in progress, but so far, I'm doing good with this moving on's thing. 

And I have to get used to live without him. I lost him and our things. One year and ix months, well, it's enough.

He was everything for me, he was my protector, and everything was fun when I was with him. I lost my morning texts, my night texts, ridiculous conversations, and times with him. I feel so different, everything changed in second. But what can I do? Yes, I was sad, sometimes I wake up and I find myself missing him so much, then I cried. 

So, goodbye, Greg. My love's with you. Thank you for these super times. Once again, let's close our chapter and started another without each other.

"I'm tired for being a mechanic. Cause I can't fix it, and I always tried to"

How about you be a mechanic, too?

Not only me. But us.

And this thing will be okay sooner. 

Get Well Soon, Special One!

Good morning! If you ask me how I was going then the answer is worst. WHY?

So, I woke up, still laid on my bed and scrolled my time line. I read Yudhis' tweet, he said "Barusan dapet kabar kalo @gregadiloka sekarang semakin parah. Yg ke gereja bantu doa ya. Selamat hari sabtu :)" and boom! I was feeling horrible. Two days ago, I was texting with Greg. He told me he was fine, and I believed that. He's been ill since a week ago, and I thought he's going better.
I confirmed Yudhis about what happening is. Greg's Mom called Yudhis' Mom and told her that Greg has hepatitis. And that news totally totally broke me. Then I'm sitting here, googling about what hepatitis is. But I wish the doctor can help him. I never thought he could be like this.
I went to his house last Monday and everything he could do is lying on his bed. Even he needed my help to get up from his bed. And I almost cry watching him.
I never wished this is happening to him. I don't know what God is trying to tell. I wish he will be fine soon. I miss him :)
Thanks for all those who pray for Greg, I know God is listening, He never sleep.

For Greg, I love you and I am here....